let me take you to a place where there is space and we feel safe, let me take you to a place where there will be no judgement, no print, no ink, no stories or hearsay, because after all why should we care what they 'might' say, let me take you to a place, … Continue reading take you
Its been a few gloomy Sundays, Mondays not fun days, A few hash tags to an old friend, An unsend, and an unfriend, Couple of unknown message requests, Some poking weirdo Facebook pests, Fridays are the grocery days, Few strange men staring quite obviously at my chest, I push the pram to the child department, … Continue reading Then there was you. 9th January 2019
things will never be the same, when someone dies that's it, there is no more conversation with them, no more time with them, only places that you remember going, drinks you remember them drinking, phrases you remember them saying, their face stays with you for awhile but after a few years you forget and their … Continue reading …London
right now I'd do anything I'd give my self away just to be heard again right now I'd do anything. I'd steal I'd beg I'd plead just to get this one thing that I need. right now I'd be more than happy to offer, all my life for love it has no price and I … Continue reading i’d give love, for arms
And tonight, I relapse, So what you gonna do? Get the rule book out, And scream at me rule by rule? Tonight I relapse, Back into the monster I got rid, I've been battling insomnia , Whilst babys drool falls on to the bib. I am screaming out for comfort, As I stare around the … Continue reading Relapse
Four seasons Vivaldi - He was a socialist Waiting for the people on the other end, As I anticipate the call to send. The four seasons screeches in my ear, Waiting for the goverment to hear, My pleas and begs for them to not take more, For I am struggling of course, They punish me … Continue reading The dwp call
hey, have you forgiven me yet? give me a chance to explain at the next event, its hard to go i still feel your ghost, so alone, I don't know whats close. I've spent so many nights alone, cant you just take me home? the winters made things difficult, and summer seems so far away. … Continue reading forgive me.
You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
emergency surgery : ~ my hero.. is a man in blue uniform, a name I won't recall, what I have left from being under the knife, scars are a reminder of my hero's work, he gave me chance to live my life, for what he did im really glad, I wish I could thank him … Continue reading my hero is a man in blue uniform
Sunflower in a wine bottle There was a sunflower in the wine bottle, On top of the table my grandfather helped me get home Before my son was born. Left in the garden over night and in the day, Wilting by the second Like our love. Sunflower in the wine bottle Placed in the middle, … Continue reading Sunflower in the wine bottle
I get it now inside those sad eyes you had no strength to say that you didn't see us leaving the way we came and you came here for one last time you liked the feeling didn't you one last Fuck for the road the one your taking alone you wanted one more before you … Continue reading One last
it took me a long time to be Confident It took me a long time to realise What game you was playing Hasn't anyone asked you why yet? Have you not thought of a reply yet? It took me a long god damn time to be Confident It took me a long time to realise … Continue reading No title