For all the answers I will never hear, I will keep writing letters you'll never see, and for all the texts you will never read, phone calls, you never call, rain drops, that never fall, I will keep writing and writing, until I write myself happy.
You see, You and me we are the same, We don't change, Every bitter bone in our bodies breaks, when we don't get what we want, and your heart shrinks the slightest bit more the further you go, You can kid yourself all you like, all you wish, but we don't build as many bridges … Continue reading just as bad
I know that I’m a fuck up Dad... But at least I’m man enough to admit it, And I know that I’m a little sad, But at least I’m strong enough to deal with it. Oh I know I’m a fuck up dad, You never paid for my prom dress, And I aint even mad... … Continue reading Prom
It near enough kills me, Knowing I'm not enough, and you hurt me so bad, that I hurt you back. I have stooped so low, I recognise that. and im sorry... but sorrys not even significant enough anymore, I will forever feel that I didn't do enough, but its ok, we all make mistakes, but … Continue reading spinning
There is probably no point in texting or calling, no point in knocking, or just stopping by, no point in posting, searching or looking, thinking or hoping, i'm leaving i'm leaving, this is goodbye.
That could of been us, That could of been you, That could of been me, You see, It could have been our family, It could have been. I remember when you first pointed it out to me, That person having a baby so happily, A couple formed that no one ever could have seen. And … Continue reading us
My hearts suffocating. This isn’t the end. It’s destroying my soul. This isn’t the end . Was this always your goal? This isn’t the end. My heart a million pieces, tiny, shattered, sharp deathly edges, Blood pours out from the screams of my shadow, At last I think I’m starting to get shallow, Where my … Continue reading Key
emergency surgery : ~ my hero.. is a man in blue uniform, a name I won't recall, what I have left from being under the knife, scars are a reminder of my hero's work, he gave me chance to live my life, for what he did im really glad, I wish I could thank him … Continue reading my hero is a man in blue uniform
My teeth grind And the chip on my tooth cracks Like the brittleness in my finger nails that snap And I feel like I never meant anything to happen like that But it’s to late to discuss the facts My tongue rough and my eyes sore I hope you got what you waited for Anxiety … Continue reading teeth
I hold up this needle I push the thin thread through the thin thread does not go through I drop the needle I pick up the needle I push the thin thread towards the tiny sharp needle the thin thread refuses to go through the tiny hole it wont go in, it fights, it bends, … Continue reading Needle
Praying for your reach to reach me, But I guess the changes and the same damn things that keep happening don’t teach me, And I’m lying and crying for what ? When you clearly have everything you got, You don’t need me right now, And I don’t know what to do and how to say … Continue reading I just want you to leave
It doesn’t matter now, In fact it doesn’t even hurt, Not one bit, It doesn’t affect my daily movements or thoughts, It doesn’t stop me eating, It doesn’t stop me being sociable, Or from showering, I mean, I’m not wearing the same clothes since I last saw you, And the smell of you isn’t still … Continue reading it matters…