Finally she sleeps On cotton sheets I haven’t changed since last week I hope she doesn’t weep Terrible twos is only terrible for 1. Finally she eats ? Food thrown on carpet floors My blood it over boils But all is forgiven When I squeeze a shoe on to her feet And she doesn’t scream … Continue reading Terrible 2s is only terrible for 1
I am overwhelmed From being overwhelmed I’m exhausted And constantly drowsy I am alone it seems In a world of relationships That walk passed me I am isolated Desperate for closure Running around And getting nowhere Nothing is simple Nothing is straight Nothing adds up Nothing gives me time...
If you can’t keep us alive With mindless beating hearts Then what is love? If kisses and hugs held under moonlight stars Isn’t enough ? Then what is love?
For you I’d give you my heart Should your body brake, I’d give you my limbs If you couldn’t breathe, I’d give you my lungs Needed peace of mind, I’d give you no doubt For you I would love you entirely so From the tips of your body to the roots of your soul I … Continue reading All.
My grandad used to call me 'big gob', Sticking my nose where it shouldn't be 'Should keep out of the way' Probably because he didn't want me to find out the truth He joked a lot about being keeping 'sane' Staying young meant you didn't have to put up with peoples bullshit and horrible behaviours. … Continue reading ‘Big gob’
And that was it another experience Gone and passed
Animal friends : Cats and dogs He licks your handAnd she cries at the door,Constant affectionWho’d want anything more? Terrible animal fartsThey both do that too,Constantly crying and nagging for food. He walks beside youAnd she climbs the trees! He catches the ballAnd she brings me dead things. Complete polar oppositesBut with 4 paws and … Continue reading Cats and dogs
I feel like I’ve had a cannonball Shot through me I have a huge hole That everyone can see I feel limbless Lifeless Floppy Intensely tired Groggy I’m angry at you Then I’m angry at myself Then I’m angry at everybody else. I try so hard to forgive you Because I want to Because I … Continue reading Cannonball
It doesn’t matter How many times I take them to the park To calm them down When I return You still haven’t moved a muscle You was testing my abilities even then To be a single mum.
For I have cried A thousand tears A thousand times A thousand days I have cried I toss and I turn I cannot sleep I cannot focus Think I cannot get through Another year Another life time With all this pain Inside my heart I am so worn down I am so lost I cannot … Continue reading Why can’t I be happy #poetry #poem #amwriting
When I woke up this morning I wanted to say I love you But maybe you would not appreciate that As much as I do saying it So I wish you well instead I put myself in hell instead When I woke up this morning I hoped that something would change That things would get … Continue reading When I woke up this morning #poetry #poet #amwriting
Every time I was lost You was there to put me right Every time I derailed You told me to fight You said to me once That I just need a little time To find myself Surround myself To ground myself. You left a little note With the book you bought I stared at it … Continue reading Everything #poetry #writing #amwriting
I know Deep in your heart There is something there And wherever it lays It’s still there That feeling you had for me It’s in there And I hope It may return In time I hope you will Return In time I know Deep in your heart It is there And I hope That one … Continue reading I know #poetry #writing #amwriting
I enjoyed the thought many a time, I must accept our separate lives, In sadness there is blessing, and I am sure I will find the meaning to everything, in due time. I must carry on live as a mother, and you must carry on living as you will. though it is sad, that I … Continue reading the thought #poetry #writing #imwriting #Writer #amwriting #saddness #grief #goodbye
I dreamt of you, I fell asleep staring into the clouds above the boulevard I watched them until they drifted away and revealed the stars I listened to the crickets and the mice scurry I smelt the ash from the BBQ further down the street I smiled when the work men finally put down their … Continue reading A dream
The second I hear your voice I know that I am alive And you know the power of your tone It’s a shame you don’t use it anymore. The second I hear your voice I know it will all come back And all this tit for tat we deserve more than that But you throw … Continue reading The second I hear your voice
He wants that type of love Where when you wake up Your always on their mind He wants that true connection where if there is something off or wrong The other person can telepathically tell That sort of realtionship Where if your in hell then they’re in hell as well. He wants that type of … Continue reading HE WANTS
When you ever doubt the creaking stairs Just know That I believe in you when you wish that you could have heard Just know That I believe in you When I have gone and left this earth Please know I still believe in you When you are in your new world And lost for words … Continue reading Going forward
The truth is you can never go back in time and ask for moments to be reversed now you have rehearsed what you may have done. The truth is he may never look at you with those eyes again, he may never lean forward. never hold you, never tell you your being difficult and hard … Continue reading The truth is
I broke down for you What a cowardly thing to do I broke down for you I carried your burden of aches I prayed Damn I even laid and swayed in thought of becoming more than your dirty door mat Damn I even pulled out my heart and pumped it with gold for you to … Continue reading I broke down for you
Was it really just all words? That time you called on the phone? Was it really just all words, in sarcastic tone, When you set your gaze upon me? Was it really all just words, when we would meet? Am I blinded by the truth? are you hiding behind the reality? Are you serious, for … Continue reading Was it really just words?
All ever anybody wants Is a deeper connection In this world But I just seem to get caught up With cruel men who want to tear me down...
It’s ok, to not feel ok It’s ok, not to be ok It’s ok, that your not feeling alright It’s ok, that your feeling lonely tonight It’s ok, if you doubt everything you do It’s ok, if you think you’ll never be the better version of you It’s ok, to feel like you won’t ever … Continue reading It’s ok #poem #poetry #Hull #writer #poet #wordpress #followme