We laughed and joked about words we connected with And I thought of a game to play before we went to sleep I grabbed the thesaurus that was above our head in bed And pulled out words to make you fall in love. We played that game a few days in a row Just any … Continue reading Buttercup #2
Did you enjoy getting me pissed to the point where I could not defend myself ? Did you like the part where you openly invited yourself into my home? Did you enjoy the times where you forced your un bottled emotions on to me? Do you enjoy it ? Did you enjoy ? Do you … Continue reading Did you
Got some things I need to figure out Not sure how Not sure what I have these flashbacks Flashbacks And it stings a lot Sends me flying 10ft of the floor Like I’ve cracked my head open Some kind of siren Like an emergency Always within me But I’m not sure what it is
My purpose to find what makes me happy Find what I love and let it kill me And if that be happiness Then I’m going to die happy, My purpose is to Find what I love let it fill me And my purpose is to find happiness So let your purpose be a goal Reach … Continue reading Purpose.
Is it the grass seed that breaks through the soil that brightens up the park? Is it the leaves that fall with no question at all on to the land? Or the Magnetic feeling when your healing ? The ivy that weaves it’s way around the drainpipes? Ivy, that never leaves it’s always there, but … Continue reading Ivy
two overheard convos : Hey how are you doing? Yeah im ok how are you? You got work to do then? Yeah I'm revising exam tomorrow Haha really? Yeah last minute revision Ah right well ... To be honest I'm not feeling to good about it Oh why? Well I was working on a 1st … Continue reading I’m a loner in a Hull Uni Library and everyone is wishing people good luck and I wish I had friends coming up to me and saying the same, I almost forgot I was a loner.
Good morning, gorgeous Good morning, beautiful Good morning, handsome Good morning, stunner Good morning, day dreamer Good morning, believer Good morning, perfect Good morning, one and only Good morning, don't be lonely Good morning, I will rescue you Good morning, don't be afraid.
I feel pain. And it takes me ages Sometimes I see in the news People loosing babies And if your like me It hurts that I can't make it better I donate I volunteer But sometimes it can take me years I feel pain . I feel for people who never feel the same I … Continue reading I feel pain . 15 Jan 2019
You think I’m thick Don’t you? It’s not just me is it ? You led me through this ? I’d give you space all the damn space you need, Because I’m about to leave. I can’t carry on like this, it’s driving me to the edge of abyss I can’t carry on Inside your construction … Continue reading It’s not just me , is it?
I wish I could feel the fire burning between us A lust a passion a force that will ignite the world A dream of hopes and fears to complete us A wave an emotion a gust that will collide the stars I wish I could feel the danger rip us apart like opposite magnets But … Continue reading Unknown 17 jan 2018
Seconds by seconds Minute by minute If I’m not in it I can’t feel it I feel so sick so afraid so confused But your force is pulling me in Pulling me hard Pulling me close
I don't want this to be overNot until I'm stone cold soberI just want to be like this foreverI hate that we can't be togetherAnd I don't want to forget this feelingWhat you've done to start the healingIt makes me breathless everydayAnd I don't want to give you awayLike a drug you can't buy in … Continue reading Sober