When I see your face It sends me off the scent And when I hear your voice I feel a sense of calm A wave of never ending softness Within you touch Gently Tiptoes around my body Senselessly Tickling like duck feathers I know I think too much But there is no thinking involved when … Continue reading obsessed ( in my first book I had a baby on Amazon)
So here it is, my blurry vision, fresh of the breakfast table, its not my nutrition diet, not my eyesight, that's fine there's nothing wrong with my eyes, it's the fuzzy blurry scary light headed over whelming feeling, inside my body, time after time. Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, … Continue reading Blurry Vision aka anxious 5/10/19
We will make it out of here, I know it but not sure where the exit is and sometime I get IBS and can't find the toilets. I don't think, I'd survive in a zombie apocalypse, but I'm willing to give it a try to survive and be by your side at the end of … Continue reading Zombie #2
Wash your hands Hide your face Before it kills the human race Private care Streets all littered And fumes polited into the air Are you awake Do you see The mass hysteria in the media? Wash your hands Dont leave the house Incase you catch the latest catch Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety But do the royals … Continue reading Yeah but will the royals have vaccinations?
right now I'd do anything I'd give my self away just to be heard again right now I'd do anything. I'd steal I'd beg I'd plead just to get this one thing that I need. right now I'd be more than happy to offer, all my life for love it has no price and I … Continue reading i’d give love, for arms
You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
emergency surgery : ~ my hero.. is a man in blue uniform, a name I won't recall, what I have left from being under the knife, scars are a reminder of my hero's work, he gave me chance to live my life, for what he did im really glad, I wish I could thank him … Continue reading my hero is a man in blue uniform
It's a typical rainy cold Monday in November. The roads are manic and the streets are full of students, mothers with prams and rain covers, shopping bags attached to prams bashing and bumping about. The homeless man on the corner of Newland sat with bin bags protecting him from the rain. The bus was really … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 13- I don’t hate Mondays
I walked back home, And it was cold that afternoon, Been raining since the AM, Couldn't really afford a cab, Your driving around was really handy, But you know its been kind of hard since you left, see, To see you standing there, Before you vanished like a puff of air, Your face all graced … Continue reading Flowers
you never shared those snap shots of us standing in the park my face hidden by the restaurant menu and kisses after dark you never shared the footage of when we went to the sea one after another you took snap shots of me sitting in the deck chairs our friend ordered not for free … Continue reading you never shared those snap shots
Anxiety my chains . I'm shy, but not really, smile, but I'm secrectly, crying. I'm laughing! silent, but I'm chatting! . I'm shy, but not really. I'm cold, and im needy. the attention you give me smokes like fire in my belly. and im ready, when your … Continue reading anxiety my chains
belongs to me . my body, is for my enjoyment, every strap, every lace, every mark, beauty spot, it belongs to me. my body is, MY temple, and I will not give you one piece! if I choose to share with you, then you, shall respect it, as if it is your own, it is … Continue reading belongs to me