When I see your face It sends me off the scent And when I hear your voice I feel a sense of calm A wave of never ending softness Within you touch Gently Tiptoes around my body Senselessly Tickling like duck feathers I know I think too much But there is no thinking involved when … Continue reading obsessed ( in my first book I had a baby on Amazon)
So here it is, my blurry vision, fresh of the breakfast table, its not my nutrition diet, not my eyesight, that's fine there's nothing wrong with my eyes, it's the fuzzy blurry scary light headed over whelming feeling, inside my body, time after time. Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, … Continue reading Blurry Vision aka anxious 5/10/19
it might not be the most functional friendship,but I care about you till the end,I mean it.your talented and caring, in your own way.I can tell people have treated you the wrong way,and it hurts because I know there's people on this earth,that have not had to deal with the shit you have.your my everything, … Continue reading Everything, my all.
don't think I've been in a calm place for awhile,he said, 'shit runs out eventually'when I feel at ease it's satisfying,like im high on drugs or something.don't think I've been in a calm place,for a long time. he said 'shit runs out eventually'I guess, I thought,I could agree.Time to stop playing 'victim'the world is more … Continue reading Shit runs out eventually.
You was too late, Your grin was already sinking, You said, You was too late, Too many years ahead. And too many bad memories to start a fresh, The age gap showed our indifference, And you believe in the bliss of ignorance, And the HEART ACHE bleeds like glass in my feet, Pins in my … Continue reading Smile
I did what I could to get by, survive, went hungry for a few nights, that's right. The govemerment it too busy arguing about money. whilst my family sinks knee high into debt... and medical bills that we wont forget,
Wash your hands Hide your face Before it kills the human race Private care Streets all littered And fumes polited into the air Are you awake Do you see The mass hysteria in the media? Wash your hands Dont leave the house Incase you catch the latest catch Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety But do the royals … Continue reading Yeah but will the royals have vaccinations?
Everything so fragile Scared. You always looked at me Like I would get mad or something. Always asking for permission, About something in my kitchen, I trusted you, you silly thing...
right now I'd do anything I'd give my self away just to be heard again right now I'd do anything. I'd steal I'd beg I'd plead just to get this one thing that I need. right now I'd be more than happy to offer, all my life for love it has no price and I … Continue reading i’d give love, for arms
I've been experiencing some real life situations, Coming to harsh realisations, No answers given by people, And driven by this feeling that's given, Constant absence and low mood, In a world of my own. You can say my name but it doesnt belong, I have no idea what's been going on, And at last I … Continue reading Low mood.
emergency surgery : ~ my hero.. is a man in blue uniform, a name I won't recall, what I have left from being under the knife, scars are a reminder of my hero's work, he gave me chance to live my life, for what he did im really glad, I wish I could thank him … Continue reading my hero is a man in blue uniform