dream. 26 July 2019. you was in my dream, yet again, dreaming, dreaming, I never want to leave, if only you could stay, inside my dream. But how selfish would that be? every time I fall asleep... I see you change, become a better man... than you ever have! and nothing still, takes it away, … Continue reading dream
Orange jumper at the door you knock should I ignore? Orange jumper from the sports shop, I know your body by now and your contact, Orange jumper your eyes look at me, and kill me whilst I try to sleep. Orange jumper are you there? I tried to contact to clear the air, Orange jumper … Continue reading Orange jumper
let me take you to a place where theres space and we feel safe, let me take you to a place where there will be no judgement, no print, no ink, no stories or hearsay, because after all why should we care what they 'might' say, let me take you to a place, where the … Continue reading take you
things will never be the same, when someone dies that's it, there is no more conversation with them, no more time with them, only places that you remember going, drinks you remember them drinking, phrases you remember them saying, their face stays with you for awhile but after a few years you forget and their … Continue reading …London
right now I'd do anything I'd give my self away just to be heard again right now I'd do anything. I'd steal I'd beg I'd plead just to get this one thing that I need. right now I'd be more than happy to offer, all my life for love it has no price and I … Continue reading i’d give love, for arms
Theres always a noise when I lay in bed. The boiler brimming, the fan in the bathroom, children waking up in the middle of the night. Cars going past the window, the automatic room spray in the living room. It feels like my head cant shut off all the noise, the noise is like a … Continue reading Visitors
I've been experiencing some real life situations, Coming to harsh realisations, No answers given by people, And driven by this feeling that's given, Constant absence and low mood, In a world of my own. You can say my name but it doesnt belong, I have no idea what's been going on, And at last I … Continue reading Low mood.
hey, have you forgiven me yet? give me a chance to explain at the next event, its hard to go i still feel your ghost, so alone, I don't know whats close. I've spent so many nights alone, cant you just take me home? the winters made things difficult, and summer seems so far away. … Continue reading forgive me.
It doesn’t matter now, In fact it doesn’t even hurt, Not one bit, It doesn’t affect my daily movements or thoughts, It doesn’t stop me eating, It doesn’t stop me being sociable, Or from showering, I mean, I’m not wearing the same clothes since I last saw you, And the smell of you isn’t still … Continue reading it matters…
It's a typical rainy cold Monday in November. The roads are manic and the streets are full of students, mothers with prams and rain covers, shopping bags attached to prams bashing and bumping about. The homeless man on the corner of Newland sat with bin bags protecting him from the rain. The bus was really … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 13- I don’t hate Mondays
Do you remember the fall? I've seen it all, I've seen you, Putting my makeup on and you stand around me. Tell me you think I'm pretty without it and theres no need. Glancing up at the bathroom mirror. And I see you stand there. You remember the fall? It was harder than the autumn. … Continue reading Fall
I see a bird She says no word She stands alone She Hops along I see a bird She Has blue feathers She Is in the sunrise She Hops onto the side I see a bird She opens her wings she only has one wing she can’t get in she tries to fly she could … Continue reading I see a bird.